Im feeling kinda down right now.
I could never understand why is it so that i tried understanding others so much yet not even a single soul tried to understand me.
Im just another human being too. I too have feelings.
I hate it when all i could do is cry but im never that bold enough to stand up for myself.

Yesterday while i was in my room, tearing up, i suddenly felt like doing something really stupid.
It just crossed my mind to. But i didn't though.

Right at this point of time i felt like i really have no one to count on but myself.
I guess i'll be on my own for a while.


Assalamualaikum.

Just a random post.

People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile.

It feels weird to go across blogs reading used to be close friend's blogs and stuff.
And then realizing that things wasn't like before.
That used to be friendship is not as closed as before.
And somehow things really drifted apart a lot.

All along i knew that situations changed so does people.
Not putting too much hopes on the friendship i had lest i get hurt in the end.
But definitely i cant hide how much i miss those friendships at time.
After all, i am a sentimental person.
No matter how shitty a friend is to me, still i would miss them somehow.
Thinking about how drastically things changed, it made my heart sank.
I miss how we could just randomly talk about almost everything under the sun.
Distance wasnt an obstacle to our communication.
It was merely time, that made things happen and change us.
Sad though.
And to you guys who had been drifted apart from me.
I miss you guys a whole lot. And those times we used to be really close.

No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth.

Sorry to those people who texted me but i didnt reply.
I cannot make any outgoing calls or text messages.
I can only receive incomings.
So anything just call me up aites.




Asalamualaikum.
Selamat malam.

Tired tired tired~
Sleepy sleepy sleepy~
I'll be off to bed soonez. And im working at 11AM later. Now it's already 2AM. -.-"


Im deciding whether i should delete my private blog since neither me nor boyfriend is updating it.
It's going dead~ -.-
So i decided to blog at the private blog earlier on.
A post for Boyfriend.
Love, go read kays. (:
Im also deciding to unprivate that blog and put up a tagboard.
But idk lurh.
Macam sayang gitu naq delete. Bnyk kenagan pahit manis. Haiya~
Dearest, how? Naq delete ke unprivate? *kening up down* Heh.

Im tired. So im crapping.
K im off to bed.
Assalamualaikum and selamat malam.
*xoxo*

I got home from work aound 11plus just now.
Im really exhausted and sleepy.
So im going off to bed real soon.
But i just want to vent my anger here for a moment.
Can i? Duh! Of course i can.
It's my blog, my say. (:


Im seriously damn pissed off with ALICE!
Yes, im publishing her name here. So? -.-
Such a pain in the ass.
I wanted to do my closing just now.
And since this is the second time im doing closing for beverage.
So imnot that sure as to what to do.
And when that alice step into beverage, i asked her something. Even called her a few times and ask her. Then she just walk off and ask me to ask Meena. Asshole you!
Even if you've finished work, it was only a simple question im asking and it would only take you a few minutes to answer ass. Is that so difficult?
Come on, you're the TEAM LEADER, yet sorry to say this,
BUT YOU"RE SO DAMN HOPELESS! Really you are! (:
I even wonder how they could have promoted you to become the team leader.
You know why? Cause you're one big lazy asshole.
You like to run away from your responsibilities and you're only good at ordering people around.
And guess what, when Alice talk to me, i just ignored her and pretended that i didnt even hear anything she said. Serve her right! (:
You should just stayed in Malaysia and never come back.
It's your country anyways. Haha. *evil laugh* -.-
I cant wait to find another job soonez!
Cause im tired of working like a slave at ShinTokyo.
Im only a part timer yet im working like a full timer, just cause i've been keeping quiet and let them step over my head. Do they think im a robot. Bodoh~
But im not going to keep silence.
Cause soon im getting out of there.
Even though working at PH was tougher, i prefer working there than here.
At least the management is much better than the management in SHINTOKYO.
The management here sucks alot. Boo!
No wonder you're losing your staffs.
It was a right choice to get out of this place.
I dislike the working environment.
So inconsiderate towards us crew.
Shit you!

Ok i shall stop venting my anger.
Sorry for the unproper post.
I was just really pissed off with that Donkey. -.-



Assalamualaikum.